damn it. haven’t done anything for awhile; exercise wise.
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Hopefully I wake up earlier tomorrow
I’ve been in bed at 10 but not falling asleep until 11/11:30. So g’night a bit earlier and hopefully I get up around 8/9. :)
Just watched ‘Supersize me’
Lordy, Lordy. I didn’t know it was possible to get that big of meals. Golly gosh. I feel sorry for people that are constantly seeing that and eating that. You go to Maccas here and the medium on that show is our large. I understand why Maccas is different everywhere. You go to Maccas in Japan and the chocolate is all from Meiji and to be honest it’s not the nicest. In Japan Starbucks and small Maccas chips reminded us of home. Think goodness I didn’t eat like my friends because I was like ‘nah don’t have the money’ I had heaps of money! I just don’t like spending it on junk.
Anyway, it opened my eyes even more. And with saying all this I must go and do my homework. Yeah.
P.S. I don’t wanna be picky but I don’t understand how people(s) pantry(s) are filled with ‘unhealthy food’. When Japanese people come stay with me they’re a bit shocked. No soft drinks, whatsoever. Only drinks available in my house are water, coffee, tea, milk, (we like to make almond milk, sometimes. fresh is best!) and on very rare occasions would we have orange/apple juice from Coles. Oh and don’t bother thinking there’s chocolate and ice creams, my mum works at Nestlé but we made a deal (because of our weight problem) that we’d only buy shit for others birthdays. So there’s no chocolate, and it drives me nuts when I have my period cause all I want is chocolate and not even the chocolate that my body’s craving. It’s the sugar.
ANYWAY. HOMEWORK TIME. PLUS I’M WATCHING THE COLLECTORS ADDICTION OF AVATAR.
SORRY FOR THE RANT JUST OMG.
The color run AUS
Just found out its in Melbourne and Geelong. Happiness! I little different but I wanna do it.
I didn’t workout today
No I’m not one of those blogs that is like ‘OMG, YOU ARE NOW FAT BECAUSE YOU HAD ONE DAY OFF’. Nope, I needed to relax. However, I couldn’t focus on my homework. I’m actually loosing memory I think, and the annoying thing is I can’t do much to help myself become better. I’ve noticed that when I work out, I do fine everything a little bit easier to cope with, however I get fatigued really quickly.
So today, mum read me the rest of a book for Literature (yes, I’m in year 11 and making my mum read to me; I don’t like reading, especially the shitty books I’m suppose to be analyzing). Basically long story short, yes I was on tumblr/playing games/etc… but I found it very difficult to understand the book, not because of words but because I just couldn’t remember what she say. Most of you won’t understand how freighting this is; so put it this way, if I get fibro fog or the pain in my arms/back (which is now kind of everywhere) gets worse I might not be able to go to school, I might not be able to work, I might become a real waste of money. Fibromyalgia sucks. Oh and I’ve been finding it very hard to spell words lately, and remember names.
Gah, could be nothing. So, rant over.
Side note: CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE MY DOCTOR IN SEPTEMBER!
Fibromyalgia is killing my left arm!
God damn, this pain is ridiculous. It’s been there for about 4/5 hours and it’s 12 AM and I can’t sleep. Go away bad pain! Shhhuuu.
My July Goals
• Lose 2.3 kilograms +
• Workout at least 5-6 days a week
• Have little bad things daily (prevention is better than cure)
• Drink at least 1500mL a day
• Have fun, live and socialize
• (School wise) achieve a better standard, start term 3 off with GREAT marks
Just thought I better write them down.
Lost 500 grams in 5 days!
Who’s happy? I am. I just need to continue little weight loss goals to get to my ultimate goal weight by next January. Hehe, happy me.
Great
My emotions are everywhere.
Habit
How do you get into the habit of just doing everything? I know. SLEEP. -why the fuck am I up so late, all the bloody time?! #rant over
Anyway goodnight.
SLEEP
It’s holidays, and I’m up at 11:45 PM doing homework?! WTF.
WORKOUT - 3rd July
30 minutes of Wii Fit including Yoga and Muscle training
40 minutes of Zumba Carbo (at 38 minutes I was falling over drowning in sweat and trying to finish) because I haven’t worked out in such a long time I didn’t keep pushing. For the last 15 minutes I keep thinking if people saw me now they’d be laughing their heads off. It looks funny but I KILLED THAT WORKOUT.
I’m still red in the face and have the fan going.
So dad has decided that we should go on a cruise
Well I’ll be. Wmofmekqlspdlenndicke! Who’s excited? I’m excited. Gah. Anyway, January next year which is summer here in Australia is when we’re playing on going. I want to be at my ultimate goal weight, and most cruises have a gym! Excitement all round! So happy. Now I have something big to work towards. Oh happiness! CAN’T WAIT.
Basically I have 190 days until 30 December and I want to lose about 21 kilograms. So it’s like losing 100 grams a day. So 700 grams a week and in a month it’s like 2.1 kilograms gone!
The “I don’t wanna get up faze” of the morning
Well afternoon, and if I don’t get my ass downstairs now and ask mum to cook this delicious Sukiyaki with me then I probably won’t get it! Gah!
Today at School
Stupid me, after my free I went a different way to my English class and because I was looking at my phone on top of my computer (only have a computer at school, because of this fibromyalgia stuff) I didn’t realize that the ramp thingy didn’t go all the way on one side and fell down on my knees. IT’S OKAY! My left knee is fine. It’s my right that’s all ripped and my whole leg and foot is given me grief.
Anyways, on another note I haven’t been very activity in the last couple of days. I’ve been having sleeping problems, thank goodness they’re getting better. I’m going to exercise a bit tomorrow and go from there.
